I'm sad as usual.

I've stopped hoping that life will ever change for me.
I've stopped hoping that I'll ever fit in and that people will ever think I'm worthy enough to be their company.
I hate everyone. Everyone is the same. I'm tired. I'm at work and I want to cry. I tried really really hard and yet nothing changed. Everyone left. And I'm still waiting for life to get better. I'm so exhausted trying and trying and trying...I'm so scared for the future. I feel alone.

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SW-User

If it's any consolation, and it probably isn't, I was still heavily depressed in my early 30's and going nowhere. There is always time for things to get a whole lot better no matter how much it seems like nothing ever does.