My heart feels so heavy and weary

All of my difficulties have finally gotten me sink into the dark shadow as my heart feels heavy
All of my endurance have finally gotten into pieces of hate
All of my sorrow have turned me into this evil
All of my innocence seem to be taken away
Spirit of positivity and hope seem to be taken away

Sad.

All i want is wind back time, bring back my old heart.
All of this is my fault .

I know im not bad person though
I just seem to hate people even for the smallest mistake.
I feel im becoming Karen