My friend is gonna be crosstrained at the other side of the building and im sad. It's more restaurant style in that side.

The residents there are more independent. The manager seems to be taking all my bestie's away from me and having them work in the other side. Me and the other one are like complete strangers now.

I know my friend is gonna like it more over there. Everyone on the other side is lively, plus there's boy servers and line cooks for a change so she'll have dudes to flirt with 😂. I know they might just keep her there cause they'll like her so much. And I know we're going to slowly stop talking. And I'm so sad. I just got comfortable with her.


As soon as I heard the news I noticed my behavior change in an instant. Like I know this is the end and I got sad and started immediately trying to detach 😂. My brain just started adding her to the list of ppl that are no longer going to be in my life and I just started telling myself "might as well stop talking to her now" and went upstairs to memory care to do my job, noticing that I'm probably actually going to be talking to her a lot less whether I can control it or not and trying to shake it out of my mind. I didn't know how much they mattered to me until that moment.


Idk why I got so dramatic about it 😂. This was all inside turmoil tho, I probably looked unphased from the outside.