I May Act Like I Am Not Sad When I Really Am Sad

Gott, ich habe die Hoffnung verloren.
Ich habe gebetet, dass dein Freund dir einen Vergewaltiger gegeben hat. Es war unerträglich, weil ich dadurch in vielen Dingen die Hoffnung verlor. Der Schmerz veränderte meine Seele, meine Überzeugungen, meine Art, Dinge zu tun.

Und hier bin ich hinter dem Vergewaltiger, einem katholischen Priester?
"Ja wirklich?" "Ja wirklich?"
Jemand wird mich verarschen!
Ich verstehe nicht, wer ich bin.😤😤

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Uncfred · 61-69, M

Honey, whatever the language, race or creed, Rape is unforgivable. In the name of religion? What can I say as a man?
Truly sorry it happened, for what it is worth.

Lorieta · 36-40, F

@Uncfred thanks

helenS · 36-40, F

" God I lost all hope.
I prayed your friend might have given you a rapist (???). It's been unbearable, since I lost hope regarding so many things. Pain transformed my soul, my convictions, my way of doing things.

So, here I am - behind the rapist, a catholic priest?
"Oh really?" -"Yes really?"
Someone is putting me on.
I don't really understand who I am.😤😤
"

Lorieta · 36-40, F

@helenS this is it
God, i lost hope.
I prayed for boyfriend gave you a rapist. It was unbearable as i result i lost hope in many things.The pain changed my soul, my beliefs, my way of doing things.

And here i am after rapist, a catholic priest?
Really? Really?
Somebody gonna kidding me!
I dont understand who i am.

helenS · 36-40, F

@Lorieta My German isn't exactly brilliant.

Lorieta · 36-40, F

@helenS Am also learning😊

Loretta78 · 46-50, F

Ein zugleich schrecklicher und sehr beeindruckender Text! 👍️
Rapes are always unforgivable - but especially when it happens through priests, through "men of God." 😶

darkknightt · M

dont be lonely

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