I Have Anxiety Attacks And Panic Attacks

Update on my horrible, nightmare of a trip off the mfen 420.

I was using the bathroom and then washed my hands and looked over.
I noticed I'm getting some of my senses back or am I just trippen so bad that
my mind is creating delusions of convincing me that I'm back to reality when really
I'm not. Literally is the a freaking nighmare man. I just want this to end..

If this is the universe's way of telling me straighten my act together, I hear ya.