I Have Insomnia

I feel my life is getting out of hand that not sleeping is getting out of hand. The meds dont work im sleeping less and less. My mind is becoming foggy and easily confused. Im looseing control of my emotions. I just want to get a gd restful night of sleep not 3 hrs and wake up dead tired.

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awebventure · 46-50, M

Not sleeping at all is true hell... cannabis oil helped me (PTSD here too)

Nyanperona · 26-30, T

Sadly that isnt something allowed where i live. So im on a sleep aid roller coaster. I nd something that wont worsen my nightmares, thats not in the xanax family, but also will be strong enough to knock me out

Nyanperona · 26-30, T

Essentially it has to make me so tired that the fear i experiance nightly doesnt matter. You see as a child my stepfather tried to kill me when he thought i was asleep (i was pretending cuz something in my mind told me dont go to sleep) After that id sleep on the couch in the living room where my mom slept in her recliner. When i moved out i now had to sleep back in a bedroom that is very similar to my old bedroom topped with a coworker at work threatning my life that fear and the feeling of something bad will happen is consistant i literally hav to be at the point of shut down to fall asleep

awebventure · 46-50, M

Can you secretly grow a plant? I make the oil myself...

Nyanperona · 26-30, T

@awebventure: i dont know. I live in an apartment and if i got caught that would be emitied eviction. I know my doctors want to do a sleep study and maybe that will help. (idk what there gonna study outside of a person paceing all night cuz they took me out of my comfort zone

awebventure · 46-50, M

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