I Have Insomnia

*sigh* I really wish I could sleep on a regular schedule. It seems the older I get,the less my mind wants to shut down. If the thoughts weren't so dark, I would maybe welcome them, but tonight, they suck.
I miss my daughter, I miss...me. I miss the appeal life held for me when I was younger. Now that I'm old, I pretty much feel there's nothing left. I hate nights like this, and they're happening way too often.