I Can't Sleep When I Have Too Much On My Mind

Why is it at bedtime my head decides it wants to think about absoloutely bloody everything. Every mistake, every plan, every conversation, and conversations that haven't even happened yet.

I close my eyes but I can't drift off. I fidget rolling from one side to the other.

I wonder if someone was stroking my hair or stroking my back whether I would just sleep. Those are the things i do miss so very much ... But not just anyone can fill that spot for me.

I hope sleep finds me tonight.