I Can't Sleep

I find myself awake (again) in the middle of the night. I love it. Sleep is a waste of time really. I hate to think that whilst I sleep, the world moves on and I'm missing out. I've always been this way. As a child, I hated going to bed, I was always afraid I'd miss something important. I probably drove my parents mad with all the excuses to get out of bed. It probably sounds stupid and there are probably so many people who think I'm crazy, but I don't care. Life moves on so quickly and a lot of the time, we forget to just enjoy life. For myself, I want to feel like I made the most of every day...so that when that dreaded time to 'sleep' comes around, I won't feel like I wasted the day. Anyway, I can't sleep...and I really don't want to.