I Have Insomnia

the night always keeps me awake. im finally alone with my thoughts and i can never stop myself from drowning in them. i dont know how i'd make it through without music. i find these hours so lonely, the world seems to be asleep. i love and hate the isolation, i like being able to sit and think and feel what i want without having to worry about anyone else. i hate that i often think myself into a hole though. despair, grief, depression, anxiety. the thieves of my sleep.