If I die, will the pain go away?

@Notanymore How do you know they care? I bet they laughing on my face now seeing my failure.

@iamelijah I assure you, the world is filled with people who care. Now and in the future, your life is and will e significant to people

@Notanymore C'mon. Don't give me false hope. You not even live with me how can you tell?
I'm sorry. I don't mean disrespect.
If they care about me, I wouldn't be here and sharing all my sobs stories to you guys (sw).

@iamelijah false hope is your brain trying to hold you back. If they didn't care. You'd not have known the love that's gotten you here.

@Notanymore Because my brain is stupid. It tried to hold something is already broken.

@iamelijah you're not stupid. You're plenty tired, but not beaten. You've just forgotten how to believe in yourself.

@Notanymore Tell me when I am finally beaten?
Because I can't hold it anymore and I don't have things to believe anymore.

@iamelijah I believe in you

@Notanymore Too cliché.

@iamelijah okay