I Am In Pain

Having been destroying my body for a decade now. At the age of 12, my eating disorder began, which I think is what caused my delay in puberty, led to my malnourishment, and other issues. I dealt with this from basically ages 12-18. Then began my drug and alcohol use until present. It never occurred to me that I declined my body what it needed to develop properly as I was growing and now I wonder why my body has all these aches and pains 😂 I was laying in my bed yesterday, full of tension and aching joints.