I'm In Pain
You are so ugly. Twisted and hovering over my right shoulder, breathing your foul breath over my head, you cherish these endless moments. The yellow and inky black spread down my body creating sensations nobody should experience. This pain is agony. I look upon your encrusted face, see the brown rot of your singed smile and cringe. You were meant to humble me but I am so friable, so fragile and I know; you may win this. I may be humiliated instead of humbled. I wish I could have a moment without you, my companion of seventeen years. Just a moment. Delicious. I would savor it for my entire life. Sometimes with help I can lighten the feeling of your touch, but your grip remains. Will you ever let me go?
God, oh, God, please don't abandon me. You have been the Companion I truly need. Forgive me for my anger, and please draw me closer to you. You alone can lift me out of this pit and, whether you bring my twisted captor with me, please, please do lift me up. With or without him, help me follow you.
God, oh, God, please don't abandon me. You have been the Companion I truly need. Forgive me for my anger, and please draw me closer to you. You alone can lift me out of this pit and, whether you bring my twisted captor with me, please, please do lift me up. With or without him, help me follow you.
