I'm In Pain

Twice.
It's been two times that I've cried my eyes out for no particular reason.
I just feel so tired.
No amount of comfort, regardless of what form, has lessened the pain.
Do you know the feeling when you've lost someone very close to you?
I've felt that constantly for the past weeks.
The only problem is, I haven't lost anyone recently.
I'm just stuck in that feeling sadness.
During the times I'm not crying my eyes out, I'm sort of apathetic.
Sigh.

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Harper · 26-30, F

I've had the same feeling since I was a kid. I would wake up at night, cry for now reason but just the feeling that something is ending. It might bena trauma that is engulfing into a form of crying, or it might simply be the brain. But I can say that... You can cry. You can keep crying. Even if crying makes you so confused after. You can cry while standing up, sitting, crawling. It's okay, just do it. Lying on the ground helps me calm down, have you ever tried lying on a cold ground? With nothing to support you? Just a suggestion... In any case, you're definitely not alone on this kind of feeling.