I'm In Pain

Twice.
It's been two times that I've cried my eyes out for no particular reason.
I just feel so tired.
No amount of comfort, regardless of what form, has lessened the pain.
Do you know the feeling when you've lost someone very close to you?
I've felt that constantly for the past weeks.
The only problem is, I haven't lost anyone recently.
I'm just stuck in that feeling sadness.
During the times I'm not crying my eyes out, I'm sort of apathetic.
Sigh.