What would it take to ease your pain? The one you hide deep inside and never let anyone see?

It would take a world that listens without trying to fix me. A moment where I’m allowed to break without being judged for it.
I tried showing my pain once and the hate I received taught me to wear silence like armor. So now I hide it. Not because I want to, but because people made it unsafe to be real.

The only thing that would totally use that pain is the unconditional love and acceptance that I have never found in life in most places was to come back into my life and stay. Otherwise I am just bandaging the empty void in the center of my soul

Prayer

Forgiveness

Amnesia

I don't think i have one i haven't told someone somewhere about ..

I'm still trying to figure that out

It's my cross to bear...No easing the pain.

To have a family

The promise of hugs every day for the rest of my life

I'll find out after I exit, stage left

A rewind button

Then they'd know if I told you.

Those are questions for messages into the past from oneself to oneself...

Given enough time it will end.. Everything does..😷