Life somehow goes on

Up late once again
My body is exhausted
But my mind is wide awake
I don't want this reality
Another night alone
Not another night alone

I don't understand it
I never will
In theory we know
Everyone must die
But something screams
This isn't right

So perhaps there is a soul
Maybe death is an enemy
And we were meant to live on
Perhaps death isn't natural at all
And life somehow goes on