if you want the backstory on what happened

I had just recently met a friend, of friend of mine, really former friend, things went south but, they knew each other, and she took pity on me, but a few weeks later our Friend it seems got hit by a moving vehicle and never recovered and I despite the fight still had some lingering feelings of affection for our now dead mutual friend and I reached out to her about it and got my head chewed off about how I didn't know her as well as she did and everything, me and the friend we both lost had been chatting for like 10 years before we went our separate ways. When she told me she died I was upset because I didn't have any hard feelings about her wanting out. It wasn't like I was bitter she didn't want to be part of my life anymore. I just accepted it. Better to not let passion strangle the bird if you get me. have to let people go sometimes. I had more or less not accepted it, so when she passed she was still in my memories and thoughts and I was, justifiably upset about the death. but her stupid fucking friend all she wanted to do was bite my head off about how much closer she was and that our suffering was not at all alike and blah blah blah I'm some kind of Special Victim in this. I snapped at that point. I was like Fine, Be that way. You want to sulk and suffer alone consider yourself blocked. I can now wipe my hands of this whole situation and cut the thread completely loose. if you're going to be a rude territorial bitch about your grief you can suffer alone.