It's an hour and a half past midnight and the calendar hits another day. This day however will be full melancholy. I miss you in my life. It feels like yesterday we were together and yet too many years ago as well. I remember walking the canal path and holding hands. We looked with amazement at the huge freight locomotives sitting in the train yard as we walked to the car. We drove the dirt road across the tracks and discovered the towns river beach and camp ground we didn't know existed. We did so much exploring our surrounding area together and you enjoyed the sights and scenery of every trip. We both enjoyed life as we never had before we met. 11 years together we were gifted and the realization there is such a thing as soul mates.
Never forgotten. Life without you is no life at all.
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This really breaks my heart that you're going through such pain right now. It does feel like losing a part of yourself. It's completely understandable to feel like your life is meaningless without her. Your life together seemed so wonderful and you were able to enjoy so many beautiful and fun moments together, and that is a beautiful thing. I'm so happy to hear that.
Grief is a powerful force, and it's okay to feel this way. Even though it might seem impossible now, there will be moments of peace and joy again. Please know that you don't have to go through this alone. Friends and family love you and I'm sure many others. Please don't suffer alone, yet I understand that sometimes we must be alone, as it hurts too much even to be around others.
Your love for her will always be a part of you, and that's something no one can take away. If you need to talk or even just cry, I'm here to listen without judgment. I probably won't have the answers but at least I can be there for you.
Would you like to share some special memories about your wife with us? It can be healing to talk about her, and many want to be here for you at SW. You have my most deepest and heartfelt condolences. I will keep you in my prayers, if that's okay. Please try to rest and take good care of yourself during these most difficult moments. We care. Love and hugs from all of us. I hope you'll feel better soon.
@LadyGrace No friends or family. Except for Vickie's daughter who calls once a month I am alone caring for our critters and doing life one day at a time.
@Gibbon Oh dear heart, I'm so sorry to hear that. You deserve a lot of friends. Not to be alone like this. I'm definitely praying for you and I will keep you on my prayer list. Always here to listen. Please feel better soon.
