I Am Dealing With Grief

It is only been a few days since I lost someone very special. I really haven't begun to feel it yet. It isn't real yet. I have been hiding in other emotions and losing myself in work. I am not afraid of it it just hasn't made its way through me yet. When he is back in country and the end of life duties are taken care of I suppose it will all become so utterly real. Then I will truly grieve.