Riddle the question 10/24/25llks

I turn my face towards the rising sun.
Another day has now begun.
I plan a trip and a destination, but every song breaks my concentration.
I put gas in, ready to go..yet no one knows where id ne if my burrden wasnt me.
Ill carry the buckets, ill burry the shovel. Ill drive this ship out tomorrow.
I want to find where can i be, if nobody's missing me.
I lean hard on the clutch, tears dtream my face too much. Raw realities, hes not mine..id grab a glass and pour the wine..the cup of life a soul mate could offer, the plate of rejected lies here after? Whats the universe tryna teach me? That liars lose so richly!
I make the turn, an early grave. I lay it down now how to behave?
You pushed me away, i dont live here no more..love become hate as you threw shut the door.
Bars on windows, cracks in the heart..no more disturbance when i fall apart.
Ill just lay her as dearh will sting, ill just melt the promises ring.
No more active sights to hide, im not yoyrs if universe is not mine.
Goodbyes to sorrows, im doing me. Life is considered silent and free. Too bad u nevertheless questioning me.