I was bullied

Throughout most of my childhood because of the way I carried myself, my looks and all. Not to mention I was raised in the big city where if you weren’t in the right clique at the start you were a victim. Popular, jock, member of a gang etc.
i remember being held down while they laughed at me and thought it would be a riot to make me eat dirt and literally shoveled it into my mouth and held it shut forcing me to swallow.
Having my pants and shoes stolen leaving me to walk home in shirt, underwear, ripped up socks. Scared to have to explain that to my mother. And rumors being spread about how I loved to take clothes off. But no one believing how miss pretty nice and wealthy could ever do something bad so I was the victim and pervert.
Well times are different now right? Less evil in the public school world