Derealization

The sense of being out of one's body
I'm not here
I'm not me
I'm not real
Nothing is
Nothing but this feeling of panic
Nobody understands
Nobody knows the sufferings
This physical feeling
It can't be anxiety
It can't
Or can it?
Can it in fact be the mind controlling the body?
Yeah, of course
I'm so in control of my mind and my body
But I'm subconsciously forcing myself into a state
Of self bondage entangled by the ropes of my own mind
I am unhappy
Not with life
But with this feeling
I am scared, I am human, I am a teen
But I look in the mirror and I see a child
I am an teen who recognizes grown ups don't really know anything
And they never did
And it scares me
Because now I'm just a teen who doesn't know anything
But one thing is I do know this feeling, this horrible feeling is going to kill me
But No, no this is a feeling
This anxiety is nothing

-H thoughts
Anziety by Logic