Well, maybe it is present all the time..Maybe people are noticing my personal and everyday situation. Especially when I'm just going about my normal routine, and someone randomly asks "Are you okaay?". Confused, I'll reply "Yes?"..My thoughts are.."Why did they ask?".."Am I doing something wrong?".."Do I look worried?". All that does is, piles on more and more anxiety, thinking that even when you're managing fine, and coping fine, people are still concerned. And I'm more an observer, and listen more than coming out with mindless chatter just to fit in. I don't see life, through another's eyes. The more extroverted type, have said that I'm more quiet, or come across shy, or that there is a hint of awkwardness, especially when a person gets the vibe that I'm disinterested in what they're saying due to my expression, when all I'm really doing is listening intently. They what??..Expect me to be like a "jack in the box".. jumping all over the place. Joining their trends of selfie poses, by doing what??..I'm putting my money on either the peace sign, or pouting your lips. Show some individuality people!!...It can be lonely being true, but it's worth it!!!.....If it's you x
