From my mother, as apparently everything I did was wrong, I mean "everything"

From a mother who mistook intelligence for precociousness. She couldn't handle my confidence as a young girl and sapped every little bit out of me, especially in front of other people.
Even now, I can't understand why people would like, let alone love me.

Abandonment 🤷‍♀️

From my past.
From not knowing what to expect from people.

Right now mine mainly stem from having to interact with my ex and money issues.

As I’ve gotten older I don’t really care as much about what people think of me, but I do have insecurities about abandonment/rejection from those I let close.

My anxiety comes from pretty much the same, with emphasis on accommodating my parents' demands. I was afraid I would get killed, literally, if I were ever out of compliance. My parents were terrifying, violent people. I thought they were going to kill me in my sleep, which, I'm sure, has something to do with my ongoing insomnia.

I’d say growing up in a home where my parents were always arguing and I trained myself never to offend them or set them off but I was always on edge.

I was a very timid, sensitive child being raised in a crass thoughtless family.

Health/death of loved ones

People that make judgements on you like that are insecure about themselves

rejection
Being avoided

Expectations I think others have of me. Childhood abuse never dealt with.

Performance

Ditto

Fear of failure though I’m successful and accomplished — go figure

My appreance and disability

"peoples opinions about me" I say fuck-it.