Ever looked for your happy place

And just found a void?

Nothingness becomes me

Noticing

Anything but me

No one

Hears me

I lay down to sleep

Hoping never to awake

That word

Has been on my mind again

Why not

I'm out of reasons

To avoid it

A gun to my brain will make it all go away

Then I'll be worm food

More attention then I ever got