I have suddenly become aware that I don't seem to know what I'm doing in social interactions.
To be honest and surprisingly, I don't know what I'm doing when it comes to social interactions. I don't know why or how this happened, but that is the situation I am in. And it's come to a point where it isn't productive to pretend otherwise. Somehow, those kinds of interactions don't come naturally to me.
It's kind of shocking, I guess, but it kind of just creeped up on me. So, now it's mostly trial and error to see what works and what doesn't with some steps forward and others where it feels like I am falling back. Maybe this has been going on for a while with me; I don't think so, but if it has, I guess I just wasn't aware of it. But now I am. The main thing is, it's a hindrance; it feels like it's holding me back. So, I need to increase the advancements I am making instead of one small step after another.
I think it's a good sign though that I have suddenly become aware of all this... like a revelation. It's definitely a wonder. The challenge now is to do something about it.
It's kind of shocking, I guess, but it kind of just creeped up on me. So, now it's mostly trial and error to see what works and what doesn't with some steps forward and others where it feels like I am falling back. Maybe this has been going on for a while with me; I don't think so, but if it has, I guess I just wasn't aware of it. But now I am. The main thing is, it's a hindrance; it feels like it's holding me back. So, I need to increase the advancements I am making instead of one small step after another.
I think it's a good sign though that I have suddenly become aware of all this... like a revelation. It's definitely a wonder. The challenge now is to do something about it.
