Every day just feels like another challenge to build upon from yesterday.

There's rarely any resolution. It just compounds from one day to the next. I really don't know how my mind has still even been remotely keeping it together. Some days I feel like I could just so easily break. There are fantasies about it all just being over and done with. Being gone and no longer my concern. I feel responsibility to leave it as nothing more than fantasy. But fuck if I don't feel most days like I'm just at my end.

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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

This is life! And yes sometimes it sucks. But there will be times where you will be happy so you can't just focus on the bad times. It's like a roller coaster it's exciting but it has its ups and downs, it's highs and its lows. I tell people all the time. Nothing lasts forever not even the bad times. That's the beauty of life you never know what's in store for you around the corner. Next week even next year you could have the best time of your life. So you have to keep pushing and give life a chance to show you how much it loves you just as much as you love it.

SpectralMourning · 41-45, M

@AngelUnforgiven I know. Yesterday was a bad day. Thanks for your encouragement.

AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

@SpectralMourning you are so welcome. We are in this thing called life together 💗