My body hates me for real. I'm not going to be able to be a mother it's not going to be possible I fear

I haven't had a period since mid june. Just random spotting the past few weeks off and on. I don't know anymore. That door has been slammed shut and welded to the point of being sealed forever. My body is just too messed up.

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HijabaDabbaDoo · F

Sometimes I momentarily wonder the same. My periods are messed up too. I won't know until I cross that hurdle, should I even want to.
I know how disheartening it is when your body goes through endless strains. Rest and repair is all I can say. It's hard to know what the next step is when you're mentally exhausted or drained. Advocating for yourself and your health isn't a easy process but it's worthwhile.