Did you ever feel you had NO Self???

Like your entire life has been on autopilot or hypervgilance?, ( and if you experienced childhood abuse, you became a slave and prisoner; trying to never rock the boat, always needing to keep things light. Walking on eggshells daily so you're not physically or mentally attacked. ) After that occurrence for many many years, your own self is eradicated. You exist just to keep peace and serve OTHERS wants or needs.
Did you ever feel human , fully, again ?? I am a shell of a person and have trouble fulfilling my needs or wants, or acknowledging I deserve anything good. 🥺

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ABCDEF7 · M

Sometimes life becomes too hectic, and it feels life is in autopilot mode. But I have always been aware of what is going with this piece of life.

I can understand those who have gone through childhood abuse. It's like crushing a soul. This is not a physical crime, it's a spiritual crime. Those gone though it, needs true love and care to feel the lively again. I hope everyone gets someone to love and care for them, to make them feel the beautiful soul they are. 🙏

Coralmist · 41-45, F

@ABCDEF7 I appreciate your kindness 🪻