Is it just me? Probably? I knew it...

Feeling so aware that I don't feel anything, a state I fall into often. Just the other day I thought, is this disassociation? Feeling outside yourself, like a dream. If so it's been happening since forever. Being disconnected must have some benefit. Sometimes I feel so connected my body has no other option than to factory reset. Does that make sense? If not, blame the daiquiri.