i just feel so....sad.

It's confirmed now. I have major communication issues. I think I am not well-suited to have a job. I don't understand the complexity of work place dynamics. I don't know how I got so far. It's getting too much now. It's starting to have consequences. My being aloof, my being unaware, now has a price. I struggle so much with this. It's exhausting. I wish I could decode it. I am far too slow for this world.