I'm so sorry you are feeling that way and having issues with your mother. You're not alone and it's okay to feel this way sometimes. You don't have to feel pushed or force yourself into a social situation if it gives you anxiety, but it's something you can totally work towards!

Do you like walking? Maybe you should commit to going for a walk around the park each day during your holidays. You can download a step counter app for your phone and watch your progress. You might even see a cute dog or two while you're there :)

Try and get out of the house each day, even if it's just for 30 minutes down the street. You can do it!