I feel like nothing particularly matters

I should be used to it. I don't mean much to pretty much anyone and never really have. I don't know why anyone bothers with me at all. They keep telling me I'm "cool" and "amazing" and "good looking" but I know they're lying because everyone's always got someone else they actually want to be around instead.

I'm just spamming now, so I'll stop. There's no reason to care anyway.