How often do you feel that you are unattractive? And people think you are self deprecating on purpose because they can't see what you are seeing..

I kind of watch people's reactions and if I feel ignored or treated as something less in a way then it makes me feel unattractive. It's not always a bad thing though. I remember times when I was glad there was some more attractive friend with me and it was her who had to deal with all the creeps and annoying dudes hitting on her. 😅