How often do you feel that you are unattractive? And people think you are self deprecating on purpose because they can't see what you are seeing..

100% of the time. There is no photo of me in the past 10 years that is even vaguely attractive, and I don't like what I see in the mirror. I'm not fishing for compliments when I tell people online that I'm not good looking. I'm just being real. I don't want to deceive anyone.