How often do you feel that you are unattractive? And people think you are self deprecating on purpose because they can't see what you are seeing..

Tbh I feel attractive & unattractive at the same time, like I can tell what my good features are and I can tell what I don't like and I'm fine with that. I usually don't complain to others about what I dislike about myself, unless it's something like my hair being bad one day or looking rough. Or making fun of something like my nose. So I don't think people can tell me I'm self deprecating, but whenever someone gives me a compliment I try to see from their perspective for one moment and even though I might not share that opinion I know everyone sees things differently so I accept it.