I get so tired of constant pain. I get tired of having to fight the government to get the SSDI I require to survive. I got so bad that I needed a wheelchair to have mobility. I had an electric one donated to me. I had Tammy Baldwin and I was her constituent. It didn't help. I have a lawyer. I still don't have a decision. Struggling with no money, zero, nadda is very depressing during the holidays. I just wish I could get some relief, any relief. I struggle just to get through the day. I would love to have money so I could send for gifts for my loved ones. I know it won't happen though. Maybe I deserve this. This is me.
I was in that place not long ago. It takes so long for SS to make anything happen. When I applied they put me on State Assistance. It wasn't much but better than nothing. They will give you food stamps and medical but actual cash is like pulling butt hairs off a running mouse. I don't know what they think you are supposed to buy toilet paper and soap with with out some cash. You know if you do have the food stamps they have some food stuff that makes good gifts.
@MissyRu53 I got a feeling u haven't been that active in a long time. Sitting for hour's it will impact your ankles and knees and hips and spin that will cause pain. U did say u have arthritis in the spine and IT Band Syndrome in my leg. if u improve your weight and mobility that will help that stuff. I am not saying go running for 5 miles or go to the gym to lift weights. If u have like a walker u could walk around the house a little. Also u could use like a book as a weight to get your arms moving. So just start simple. Your muscles will feel like they are on fire that is normal since your muscles haven't been used in year's
