I'm literally alive right now because of the same man at whom I'm angry.

After I deactivated my account, my dad insisted that I drive him to work, because even though I was upset that my whole day got changed and rearranged, his priorities are all that matter.

So yeah. Because he's a fuсking narcissist, I'm still on this planet. Because even being suicidal, I'm not going to use a vehicle to do it. Too many innocent people would die, or get injured, or whatever.