I Don't Like Eating In Front Of Others

About the only ones I'm comfortable eating in front of is my boyfriend and kids.... My tremors tend to pick up when I use my hands for almost anything... Someone usually points out my shakes and it just makes things worse... It's like the minute they point it out they intensify... Then I start shaking food everywhere.... It's like having an involuntary tick... I rarely notice it because I grew up this way but I'm very aware of people staring at my hands when I try to eat... It's horrible but stuff like dropping my coffee happens often... We constantly got to have a broom or mop near by....