Soon our bank will be taken over by another bank and I will be jobless again

I have to start from 0 again. Again same struggle will begin. This big city has become so harsh to me. There was not a single day where I could just have satisfaction and peace or the feeling of "Yes now I can enjoy life since I have got my stability". I love stability. I seriously don't know what god wants from me making me struggle so much nonstop. God should really understand that human beings also have some breaking point. I have seen some female's who can enjoy their life without working, I am not blaming them, I am just jealous of them. I wish I wouldn't be so much workaholic.