Ive finally given up on her...

Shes been going in and out of my life for as long as I remember. This time I haven't heard from her in over 5 years but I still waited for her. She is the love of my life. I waited for the day she would finally love me. I see now that it will never happen. I'm just a tool to her. To use when it pleases her. I've had enough...

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Notanymore · 41-45, M

Sometimes you have to let flowers die!

SolGryn · 31-35, M

@Notanymore I will always love her

Notanymore · 41-45, M

@SolGryn live isn't a burden and shouldn't be what hurts you. Live her fully and wish her well. Love yourself in the same.

SolGryn · 31-35, M

@Notanymore I shall try

Notanymore · 41-45, M

@SolGryn my thought process lately is that it's impossible to ask for love from someone if you can't ask it of yourself. It's difficult in turn, to live someone, if you don't love love yourself. If that makes sense.....

SolGryn · 31-35, M

@Notanymore it does. Shes the only one that ever made me happy. I could feel my heart around her. But it's time to give up

Notanymore · 41-45, M

@SolGryn i know the feeling man. It seems tougher than it actually is, but you control how younget through this. Like i said, sometimes you have to let flowers die.

SolGryn · 31-35, M

@Notanymore I will. I've had enough. I'd rather feel nothing at all

Notanymore · 41-45, M

@SolGryn a bit of advice that took me tragedy to understand. Don't hold the grudge. And don't forget to look at the good times as a blessing.

SolGryn · 31-35, M

@Notanymore she will always be in my heart. That is something I will have to deal with

Notanymore · 41-45, M

@SolGryn it's 100% up to you to deal with