Why does my life suck so much? I bet russian orphanage kids have a better life than i do

I don't think you could possibly have it that bad. It's pretty horrific never getting physical touch in their infant years does irreversible damage

Poor judgement? Unrealistic expectations?

Lol. I've had that feeling

Jaysus…

Because you chosen it to suck. You can change that if you want.

Because you have no faith in God

They probably don't suck as much dick as you.