I Am Depressed

About 3 weeks ago, I wasn't in the best state of mind (Some might argue I'm still not, but whatever). I needed a break from the world for a while. I know a few people were quite worried about my disappearance, especially so soon after my post about suicidal thoughts. I'm still deep in my depression, but I'm feeling a bit more... stable now. I've changed a lot these 3 weeks. I remember trying so hard to give the pretence of happiness when I talked to people. That won't be happening again I don't think. At the same time, I haven't had a single suicidal thought in nearly a month now. But my sense of humour has almost evaporated. All in all, a mixed bag, but it's what I have so I'll just go with it and hope for the best.