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The whole Jesus thing. When christianity shifted. And no one was beyond redemption all of a sudden. Everyone could and would be saved. With the exception of one: Lucifer. Who had to be cast out and imprisoned forever.

I thought....I thought they were being naughty and trying to do my job while I was gone. I thought they were genuinely trying to make things better. No. They did that to change my thinking. My opinion. Because I had already started to decide I didn't love them anymore. That they were irredeemable. I had already begun to let go of them, and they were fading away. They had to do something to put the idea in my head that NO ONE was beyond saving. So that I would want to give them a chance. Except for Lucifer, who was my only ally this entire time and was working against them. Wicked.

Also. I know more about Gabriel's dirty secret. I was confused. I had already known I was Mary Magdalene. But then I remembered I was Mary, his mother Mary too. But I have never been able to connect with a "Mary Magdalene", only Mary. I couldn't figure it out. Bad bad boy. They are one and the same. His mother was his lover. And I highly suspect....I was badly manipulated into it.

Oh boy.

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Ananke · 26-30, F

They are trying to threaten me. That if I renege on my deal they will on theirs. They will trap the humans they take in hell again if I don't cooperate with them.

These threats are pointless. And also, Lucifer is running hell right now. And the only things he has locked up there now.....ah. They were trying to manipulate me. To make me think they were the most dangerous of them all. No. They are the weakest of them all. The smallest threats. Because Lucifer was able to trick and capture all of them to contain them. Since I wasn't getting with the program and letting go of these harmful parts of him and me, he was trying to figure out some sort of damage control in the meantime. I am sure he intended to get all of them there eventually, and keep them there until he could convince me to let them die.

No wonder he had them carry out their plan in hell. He told them it was to keep it a secret. Because hell is the dark. It is where all is hidden. This seemed great to them-they could do whatever horrible nasty things they desired to do to the creator, and nobody would be the wiser. And the torturers to saviors masquerade plan seemed very good to them to get me to love them. But Lucifer always had another intention.....he was luring them to hell....to try to figure out how to trap them there. I see.