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The whole Jesus thing. When christianity shifted. And no one was beyond redemption all of a sudden. Everyone could and would be saved. With the exception of one: Lucifer. Who had to be cast out and imprisoned forever.

I thought....I thought they were being naughty and trying to do my job while I was gone. I thought they were genuinely trying to make things better. No. They did that to change my thinking. My opinion. Because I had already started to decide I didn't love them anymore. That they were irredeemable. I had already begun to let go of them, and they were fading away. They had to do something to put the idea in my head that NO ONE was beyond saving. So that I would want to give them a chance. Except for Lucifer, who was my only ally this entire time and was working against them. Wicked.

Also. I know more about Gabriel's dirty secret. I was confused. I had already known I was Mary Magdalene. But then I remembered I was Mary, his mother Mary too. But I have never been able to connect with a "Mary Magdalene", only Mary. I couldn't figure it out. Bad bad boy. They are one and the same. His mother was his lover. And I highly suspect....I was badly manipulated into it.

Oh boy.

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Ananke · 26-30, F

Ah. I see. I was clever for once. (More likely Lucifer was involved and let me think it was my idea to be nice to me. He loves to spin stories to you and get you to do things by making you think it was your idea all along. Shhhh it was all me.) When I designed souls, I somehow foresaw how it could go wrong if they weren't connected to their physical bodies somehow. Because of how Jesus (Gabriel) was. Gabriel was not subjected to the same forced memory loss and repression as we all were when he incarnated, because he was on the enemy side. So he knew who he was and how to use all his abilities. Furthermore, he was not bound or tethered to his physical human body in any way. This meant he was not "muted" like the rest of us, who were tethered to our bodies because of Michael thinking he was trapping his enemies but like I said Lucifer was behind it and his actual reason was so spirits would be forced to be mortal and couldn't run away from it if they decided they weren't having a good time.

So I changed how the tether worked too. And I tied the soul to the body. So that as long as the body was alive, its soul could never be separated from it. So that if those rebels did somehow manage to trick me into giving them their own souls, they would be trapped in their own prison. They would be forced to become TRULY mortal. Not the bizarre way they were trying to do it.

Yeah. All that is way too devious for my design. Lucifer definitely had his hands in it. Dammit.