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The whole Jesus thing. When christianity shifted. And no one was beyond redemption all of a sudden. Everyone could and would be saved. With the exception of one: Lucifer. Who had to be cast out and imprisoned forever.

I thought....I thought they were being naughty and trying to do my job while I was gone. I thought they were genuinely trying to make things better. No. They did that to change my thinking. My opinion. Because I had already started to decide I didn't love them anymore. That they were irredeemable. I had already begun to let go of them, and they were fading away. They had to do something to put the idea in my head that NO ONE was beyond saving. So that I would want to give them a chance. Except for Lucifer, who was my only ally this entire time and was working against them. Wicked.

Also. I know more about Gabriel's dirty secret. I was confused. I had already known I was Mary Magdalene. But then I remembered I was Mary, his mother Mary too. But I have never been able to connect with a "Mary Magdalene", only Mary. I couldn't figure it out. Bad bad boy. They are one and the same. His mother was his lover. And I highly suspect....I was badly manipulated into it.

Oh boy.

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Ananke · 26-30, F

That is why they initially went after souls. They wanted a soul for themselves so they could incarnate and wreak more havoc. Also, the soul was a very valuable thing I made I am realizing. Every soul contains access to my notes....the entire process of the development of creation. They...want that.

When they realized souls contained my energy....it changed their intents towards them. Because they were addicted to my energy.....they were addicted to souls. And so sought to consume them for this reason.

Demons. I am still thinking on them. However. It is my suspicion that demons are related to the souls these spirits consume. When a spirit consumes a soul, the spirit that possesses that soul basically dies. It loses itself. It forgets who and what it is and becomes an extension of whatever consumed it. They have no will of their own.

Once I had a dream. And I didn't understand it. In the dream, I was being invited to hell, but I didn't want to go. I wanted to go to heaven. So I went there. But it was not anything that I thought. It was a false paradise. Souls lounged there enjoying themselves obliviously. "God" in the dream was awful. All he did was sit on his throne and eat meat, just an endless influx of meat being delivered to him somehow. He didn't care about the people there at all, barely noticed them.

It was a warning. That is what his "heaven" is. I have been warned of this in so many different ways. Michael's heaven, the heaven of christianity, is a false paradise. A trap. Christianity is designed to be a soul mill for Michael and his buddies. In every step of it you have to pledge yourself to him, reject Lucifer, etc. All these humans have been offering themselves up for slaughter. And I think subconsciously at least, some of them are aware. He lets them play around and enjoy themselves in his made up paradise he thinks they'll like, unawares and trusting, and then when he needs his next "fix" he devours them and they become his demons. His little henchmen.

Lucifer is not king of the demons. He does not manage them. Michael is the king of the demons. That is why "God" has authority over them specifically. Because they are him. Though I suspect now they all have their own demons that serve under them. Because I now know all of them, all the rebels, have consumed souls. Some of them were trying to convince me they have not. They are lying.