Thinking about how it came together
The rebellion. I am trying to remember my ORIGINAL relationship with Michael. Not the brainwashed one where he got me to think he was my dad and savior and guardian.
I think....he made me kind of uncomfortable. I didn't really like him, or rather he made me uncomfortable is more accurate. He was extremely controlling, very serious and stuffy, like he always had a stick up his butt about something. I liked to tease him about it and mess with his attempts to control things. I did not hate him either. I understood that he behaved this way because he was obsessed with perfection. He wanted to be good. The GOODEST good. He held himself to impossible standards. I wanted to help him. To help him let loose and learn to just have fun and be who he wanted to be, not who he thought he should be.
Michael was leading one side of the war. He was trying to establish some sort of new order. He thought everything was too chaotic and bad and was trying to step in to do something about it. So he just started fighting and throwing spirits he didn't like or agree with, that he thought were "bad" and making creation "bad" into hell, the "dark" place I started out in originally. And they seemed to get stuck there, they couldn't get out. I'm not too sure why.
Hell was never supposed to be anything other than my "spawn point." But Michael turned it into a prison for his enemies. I hated that. I didn't think anyone should be locked up. I wanted them to be freed but he wouldn't be convinced because he was certain he was doing the right thing and "cleaning up" creation. But he was becoming corrupted. He didn't want to acknowledge that he enjoyed the power.
Lucifer lead the side against him. He didn't agree with the changes Michael was trying to enact and was fighting against them.
I wasn't on either side. I was just trying to get everyone to get along and stop fighting.
And then I guess they realized what they did and all banded together to plot against me and that was the true rebellion.
I think....he made me kind of uncomfortable. I didn't really like him, or rather he made me uncomfortable is more accurate. He was extremely controlling, very serious and stuffy, like he always had a stick up his butt about something. I liked to tease him about it and mess with his attempts to control things. I did not hate him either. I understood that he behaved this way because he was obsessed with perfection. He wanted to be good. The GOODEST good. He held himself to impossible standards. I wanted to help him. To help him let loose and learn to just have fun and be who he wanted to be, not who he thought he should be.
Michael was leading one side of the war. He was trying to establish some sort of new order. He thought everything was too chaotic and bad and was trying to step in to do something about it. So he just started fighting and throwing spirits he didn't like or agree with, that he thought were "bad" and making creation "bad" into hell, the "dark" place I started out in originally. And they seemed to get stuck there, they couldn't get out. I'm not too sure why.
Hell was never supposed to be anything other than my "spawn point." But Michael turned it into a prison for his enemies. I hated that. I didn't think anyone should be locked up. I wanted them to be freed but he wouldn't be convinced because he was certain he was doing the right thing and "cleaning up" creation. But he was becoming corrupted. He didn't want to acknowledge that he enjoyed the power.
Lucifer lead the side against him. He didn't agree with the changes Michael was trying to enact and was fighting against them.
I wasn't on either side. I was just trying to get everyone to get along and stop fighting.
And then I guess they realized what they did and all banded together to plot against me and that was the true rebellion.
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