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4meAndyou · F
I keep a small replica of an Italian painting of God right near my computer. Whenever I see His name, while I am on my laptop, I look up at the painting and feel, again, the love I have always have for Him.
At night, when I am trying to go to sleep, there are times when I need to feel that feeling...of God and His holy spirit being close inside my heart. It takes a conscious effort to relax enough to try to reach that spirit, but it is usually right there.
I am afraid I only pray formally when someone has need of prayer.
At night, when I am trying to go to sleep, there are times when I need to feel that feeling...of God and His holy spirit being close inside my heart. It takes a conscious effort to relax enough to try to reach that spirit, but it is usually right there.
I am afraid I only pray formally when someone has need of prayer.
indyjoe · 56-60, M
@4meAndyou Like I said in my reply, I talk to "God" on a fairly regular and daily basis...but there is no real formality or ritual to it. I just talk, as if I would talk to anyone in normal and average conversation. I talk about whatever is on my mind or what I am feeling or any problems/troubles I'm having,
I ask for guidance/wisdom/strength/patience/understanding, I even express gratitude and appreciation. Sometimes I do it out loud, sometimes it's in my mind depending on the privacy I have or need. And like I also said, it had always been a source of strength and comfort to me.
I ask for guidance/wisdom/strength/patience/understanding, I even express gratitude and appreciation. Sometimes I do it out loud, sometimes it's in my mind depending on the privacy I have or need. And like I also said, it had always been a source of strength and comfort to me.
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4meAndyou · F
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indyjoe · 56-60, M
@4meAndyou I do not know nor do I pretend to know who or what exactly "God" is...I do not assume to know exactly if God is individual or a collective...I do know that I have no doubts in my personal mind, heart, and belief that "God" does exist as something bigger than and beyond what I can possibly imagine or comprehend because I have seen and experienced very real things in my personal life that defy explanation and not "supernatural" phenomenon or "miracles" but just things that were too accurate to be just random or chance coincidence. I just know that "God" has been like a "therapist" but also more so like a friend who listens, cares, and has my back.
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indyjoe · 56-60, M
@4meAndyou And the concept of "God's plan", "God has a plan for you", "God's will" actually makes no sense at all when you examine it with a completely open mind...it actually leaves us with no choices whatsoever and no hope for us ever having any say or control over our own lives (especially when you add the anger/punishment factor to it).
indyjoe · 56-60, M
@4meAndyou I do believe in free choice/will...it is only limited by the boundaries, limitations, and restrictions (both necessary and repressive) that we humans place upon ourselves and each other. I compare it to our gardening/landscaping...."God" grooms, tends to, and manipulates "his" creation somewhat when necessary, but only to help it along and mostly leaves it alone and doesn't interfere allowing it to survive and thrive as well as reach its own natural and best potential on it's own. God doesn't cause (or "allow") disasters and tragedies like a lot of people question and believe....but I do believe "he" will and does help us help ourselves through them and recover/move on from them.