why does society want me to live and want me to not commit suicide even though i'm suffering?

I've had a very hard life abandoned at birth been fighting all my life to stay alive even though i'm dying inside

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ruhbekuh · 46-50, F

I hear you, right there with you.
I hate that you've experienced what you've experienced and you're wired the way you are to feel this sort of pain too.